I want you to know what you've done to me
You've trapped me
Hit me with fear like nothing has ever done before
You've grounded me
Made me feel weak
From a great height of life
You've made me fall
I hate you for what you've done
For every change you're making me make
For every wrong decision I've made in my weakness and submissiveness of you
"F*** you!" Is all I have to say
You've laid dormant for so long
And now is the time you choose to make your presence known
I've had to learn to walk again because of you
I've had to learn to feel again on my left side in spite of you
You're constantly leaving scars and lesions on my brain and my spine
And for that I hate you
Everyday I wake up there's a new a pain in a different place
All because of you!
I have never detested anything in my life as much as you!
You've broken me in every way possible
Driven me to places mentally, emotionally and physically that I never ever dreamt I'd view
You've taken me to the brink of wanting to end it all
You've made my children become more independent for their age than they should
You've burdened me with guilt
Because at times I feel like I don't perform as a parent should
All because you make me physically and mentally incapable whenever you want to!
You spontaneously take the piss
And you make my day to day unpredictable
And for that, with every inch of me l hate you!
From the core of my being
I can tell you sincerely...
"I HATE YOU!"
So f***you MS!
I'm gonna do me
So I dare you to try and do you
I control me not you
I've got a life to live
Children to raise
And goals to achieve
And I'm not accepting you
You're gonna have to accept me
So either back off or f*** off
The choice is yours
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